Alrite..u might think im very fickle minded or something but im jus trying to move on..move along..
This blog will no longer exist...it's moving to http://lepetiteras.wordpress.com just tot of trying out something which i havent...so there u go!

Anyway this blog is moulding..up to a point where ppl r afraid of viewing my post...hahaha.. ok im talking crap rite now..so if u r interested enuf to know abt my updates go to e new site if nt...whatever i dun even care!

Ok,wouldnt u feel anxious when u lost ur hp??...yea i bet e guy did..but i was feeling twice as anxious n uncomfortable as him eventho im e one who found it n nt e one who lost e hp... it took him 2 days to take it back fr me,how calm can he get eh..or mayb perhaps he trust me...but boy!am i glad tt i had finally returned it back to him..silly boy,lost hp oso duno n what more, he cn delay e collection..he's lucky enuf tt im a nice person ehehehe... ok la ok la.. i wont praise myself too much cos self praise is no praise at all rite?..=)And he kept saying "thank u" n "thanks for being so honest" etc etc...well if im his position,i'll prob say tt like a million times too if any1 found it n returned it back to me... c it's simple,i dun take things tt doesnt belong to me..i believe in Karma-what goes ard comes ard so there u go!

Anyway,my path is still nt clear after all this wait...i received gd news&bad news(nothing new to me),so now i have a few choices but im still nt sure which one to pick...advices aft advices,talks aft talks, one consideration aft ano/r etc etc...but i hav to make up my mind soon...sometimes i duno if i shd follow my heart or my head...sometimes thinking rationally can make me oh so confuse...n if i follow my heart,haiz...im just afraid tt im making e wrong choice!
Having choices is as gd as having no choice at all...in e end i still have to pick one!....sigh *dun worry,im nt talking abt picking which guy i shd marry hahahaha...jus in case ur mind wonders =)*

Ok..so i lied abt closing down this blog..i didnt promise anyway rite..hehe..act i wont close it down till i feel like it... =)
Anyway,been pretty busy with work most of e time..what more,tmr fongyu-a temp staff,will be leaving forever,she's gng to uni in august...will definitely Miss her lots as she is my offc partner le..but i wish her all e best in her studies!!she's one smart girl okie..and Congrats girl for passing ur driving test!!hehehe..i told u that u will pass... :p so when will u tk me for a spin??? *winks*...

Ive been pretty messed up these few days..been having tt "im-nt-in-f******-mood-rite-now-so-get-lost" kinda mood lately..n this kinda affect my close colleagues as well..i wasnt angry or upset with them at all..i swear!!it's jus tt i have been some troubles/problems/ issue/whatnot tt i have to handle n settle by myself lately..thus tt explains e mood swing(n nt forgetting e pms-ing hehe)...but my bad mood pretty much affects my colleagues as well...Each day i come in w a "black-face"(as if my face nt black enuf hahaha) or with a frown tt is super bad tt u tot u saw a bulldog coming into e offc(no offence to bulldogs lovers out there...but hey,pls tk pity on me who dares to compare oneself to bulldogs ok..ahah kidding)this mood swings cont for at least a week or so.. n each time they ask me "what's wrong?" i jus simply shrugged n walk away...i didnt mean to act tt way but i jus wanted to be alone...
but as a week past by,i know i shldnt cont tis "attitude",n they missed e cheerful/joker/ happy-go-lucky Ras tt they know e 1st time they met me...n so i tot to myself tt i shd nt remain unhappy anymore..at least for now...i shd jus take whatever obstacles tt i have in my stride n im sure everything will be over soon...n so i did,i decided to put aside my problems or troubles for a moment n think rationally...im definetly glad tt im Myself again for e past 2 days...ive been laughing n smilling so much tt i forgot how much my mouth hurts...hehehehe..

I definitely realised tt they actually care alot abt me n am concern abt me...i shd have known better but how can a girl full of troubles think str8 at tt awful moment i was in... But now,im feeling better n i wana remain this way,cos feeling moody or gng thru tt awful period really makes me 'oh-so-damn-tired'!!!...seriously,i would rather laughed till i drop then to feel lousy e whole day...it didnt take much effort to smile...trust me... =)
Another reason to smile is: Im gng to watch e world cup match tmr!! Germany vs Argentina!! gosh both r my favs now im torn,which one am i gng to support??hmmm*scratch head* oh well..2 is always better than 1 rite..heck,im supporting both!!but i Love BRAZIL e most!! Kaka i love U!!hahahaha...*kidding* =)*cheeky smile*

Im closing down this blog soon...just feel like it..
It's pretty redundant...
Doncha think so??....

I cant believe that e month of June is coming to an end..it's passing by pretty fast this month,so fast tt im feeling pretty breatheless rite now cos there's simply so many things/bdays celebration/events/problems gng on rite now. Gosh!! and e temp girl at my wkplc is leaving!! arghh.. one more fren leaving,jus when we r getting pretty close.. i hate this,everyone im close to will tend to leave me...haiz
Good things never last will they..ive only got memories with me then... =(

Anyways,yest dinner with Van.J, Van.W and Ena was pretty nice!...ate at Fish&Co-seafood platter,butter mussels,bread& shrimp salad!!...it was worth it and tummy filling... im actually quite glad tt i went for e dinner afterall despite me feeling down e whole day yest....they r still e same bunch of girls i know back in CJC yr1...hahaha..still so funny/lame/pretty/silly/girly etc etc etc... esp Jalleh!! she keeps teasing me n ena abt something n even called me Horny!!what la... hehehe..but i noe u were jus kidding rite jalleh??... missed them lots n yest was worth it as well... simply cant wait for our ClassT13 Outing on e 7/7 ya-more nonsense,silly jokes,girly talks,feasting and of course booty shaking at Rouge!! cant wait..hope nothing crops up at e last min *cross fingers for 2weeks* ahahaha...=)

But my mind is still not at ease...im still nt certain if im making e right choice...is there even such thing as e right choice??..hmmm...im oh so confused!!

Yet another fun weekends had gone by...all so fast!! it's true tt time past by really fast when u r having lotsa fun...

im truly glad tt fri's dinner with Grace & Richelle was superb!!... and nt forgetting,funny/ lame/ embarrasing at e same time hehehe..love u guys lots la!!!...tks grace for e Bakerz Inn cake!!it was heaven!! =)

And i enjoyed e time spent with my bestie as well,e lunch were delicious,e talks we had were refreshing,e secrets we shared were unbelievable,e movie(JUst my Luck) was superb!! Chris Pine is Hot!!...tt eyes...awhhhhhh...hehehe..we ate so much tt day but we didnt feel a wee bit fat at all!! ahhaha.. we cld even stuffed ourselves with Swensen's Crayfish pasta,calamaris,mango madness ice cream & choclate Float for dinner...cldnt believe we ate so much!! gosh!!... u noe, tt's what we both like to do-EAT besides shopping ..hehehe..Tks Min for e treat!! hehe..
But e best part of 'bestfren outg' starts at 11+... Bright lights,total strangers, smoky air, great company,loud music,heart thumping, booty shaking,gorgeous smile,free ride,cool breeze n of course,awesome ribena-sprite-so addictive!.... i enjoyed myself so much tt i felt guilty!!...Guilty abt what??hmm dun ask..and i c anor side of MIN... wah seh..pls dun do that agn!!

I jus dun get one thing!...why do ppl always judge me by my looks??!!...when i dun smile,ppl perceive me as arrogant/ stuck-up/unfriendly/fierce/bitchy etc etc... but when i have tt smile ax my face they still perceive it in a negative way like flirty/still bitchy/trying to fake it etc etc... GOSH!! what is wrong with u ppl!!...i cant pls everyone n anyone okie.. so if u dun like me pls Get lost!!... my smile is not worthy for u then! or perhaps mayb i shd stop smiling altogether...cos my smile can make ppl misunderstand me... GOSH!!... :x

I havent been updating for e past 4 days..obviously i was being lazy..hehe NOT!!..i have been busy at work tt i dun even have time to say:"Gosh im tired!"

Meeting up with Grace & Richelle today for a lil Belated bday celebration for Grace!!hehehe..paiseh ah a lil too late but i hope it's ok.. =) time for chitchat session n more lame jokes fr me!! hehehehe... :p

Ok,this sun is supposed to be fun day..for most ppl...tt's cos it's Father's day..(i think so..i hope so..hehe)U notice how Father's day doesnt seem tt impt..there is not much hype abt "Father" as compared to Mother's day...hmmm..but to me,my Father is important to me..Always...
It has been 15 years..15 long yrs-i didnt get a chance to celebrate Father's day with e most important man in my life..
Sometimes i wish i cld turn back e hands of time but i couldnt..obviously...so all i cld do was to regret helplessly...but there's no use for tt..so ppl,tk this chance tt i dun have n celebrate with ur Father...no matter what...while he's still by ur side....
N for tt,Happy Father's Day Mr Rahmat!...u r always in my heart..Always!...love U..

"Oh great. It’s going to be another one of those terrible weeks when everyone else around me is getting everything they’ve ever dreamed of, and I’m going to be sitting at home alone watching sitcoms and eating leftover home-cooked food."
Tt was what i thought how im gng to spend my fri& weekend nites!! but i was wrong...i had a pretty great weekend...

Fri's late outing with Azie & Erl was always fun,altho as usual it was only for a few hours,but it was a few hrs well spent!!hehehehe..HAd MaC for dinner & Starbucks Frapps for Chit chat session...thanks for e Gift Erl..she is so sweet la, she gave me my sooooo belated last-yr-bday gift!!hehehe.. realli appreciate it.... hmmp..but e 2 of them ganged-up one me,they teased me non-stop abt 'my monkey!!' nvm since im e oldest amongst u guys,i give in...c im sucha nice lady aye??..*ahem*...but thanks anyways for e advices too..u guys noe what im talking abt..*winks*...

Sat was twice as sweet n nice...despite having a bad headache i enjoyed my outing with u....*blush*...thanks for e movie & dinner & i enjoyed e talks tt we had @ Coffee Club-nt forgetting e yummylicious Fondue!! *drools* But if i ever offend u or said things tt hurt ur feelings,Im really sorry...i can be super tactless at times,or mayb most times..
But i wonder abt something...nt sure if i shld ask u..hmmm..

Anyway,U guys shld watch "she's e Man", it's a pretty gd show la...catered to both males n females & all those who love soccer,like romantic movies,love watching hot guys/girls(pls choose either one hehehe)-esp Duke(Channing Tatum)- he's super Hot i tell u..hehehhe... =)Dont believe me, go watch it! =p

Dont u jus hate e weather sometimes??...it's bright n sunny one min making u feel so warm inside-out n e next min pouring heavily making u feel wet,eekie,cooling & sometimes make u feel down...i really dont like it when it rains..make me feel like im down in e dumps! esp when im going out/work...so leceh(troublesome if u duno what tt means)lah!!

Anyway,besides e weather being a bitch today,i just hope e interview tt i went to yest will give me a positive outcome instead!...i really hope so...yest was sucha a rush hour for me,i recieved tt letter jus yest morning(what a gd way to make me fully awake eh!!)asking me to come down yest itself..make me panic sia..took half day leave jus for tt..last min looking for my certs & o/r relevant docs..n when i found out my time slot has been changed,i became more 'kancheong'!!..thank God e taxi driver was kind enuf to take me when he was abt to change shift..but e rain didnt help me in calming my nerves..n e mud soiled my new clssic black shoes!!arghh...altogether,i basically screwed up e interview lah.. nothing much to say oredi..lets just leave it to fate aye.. ;p

Qn:Does anyone knows e trick in ignoring someone without hurting their feelings or without offending them???pls do share it with me okie..oh,come on now..dun be selfish n ignore me hehehehe...=)

I think sooner or later my blog will collect more 'blog dust & cobwebs' n turn moldy..if it ever could hehehe..lately i did nt have e inspiration(*ahem*) to blog abt anything, somehow certain things r meant to be a secret for only me,myself&i to know... Yes,sometimes i am a Secretive person...didnt u figure tt out??..n this post is gng to be boring..dont tell me i didnt warn u ppl...

I Just cant wait for e WORLD CUP 06!!!...and Yes!! e opening match is this Friday!! *do e lil happy dance*.... i hope i am able to watch it n nt get caught by my mum for staying up late...u have no idea what she will say to me!!...but pls,u wouldnt wana noe either..so i have to watch it secretly!!(see, i told u im a secretive person hahahha)...
But what i really would love is to watch e match with a bunch of Soccer fanatics frens like i did e previous world cup!!...staying over at some1's plc/ kopitiam/ cafes/ airport/wherever tt has a tv,muching on chips,drinking soft drinks/fruitpunch & being able to shout "GOAL!!" at top of ur voice or gng "boooo" when e team u r nt supporting score a goal instead!! simply awesome...hahaha..let's have a slumber-worldcup-party ppl!!

Anyway,there's Movie screening at my workplc...it's called: 'Movie Screening @ Biopolis'... this month's movie screening r quite gd for eg: Family stone,Aeon Flux, Flightplan,Bewtiched,Monster-in-law etc etc... n best thing is it's For FREE!!.. get this..FREE & it's open to public... so if u guys r intersted in coming here to watch free movies(i must emphasis on e word FREE heheh)dun be shy to buzz me(as i cant seem to insert e Link here)to ask abt e timing n e venue..i'll be glad to tell u...hehe

Mayb i shld catch some movies myself since it's F.R.E.E muahahahaha.... =)

*EDIT* as of 5.22pm: Sorry folks...e movies have been cancelled!!and i got to noe abt it jus a few minutes ago!! Damn!!...so much for wanting to go for FREE movies...hmmp..i think the department who was incharge of e movies schedules heard my conversation abt bringing a whole bunch of 'outsiders' to watch e FREE movies,tt's why they decided to cancel!! hahahha...no la,due to unforseen circumstances they have to cancel it..sorry if i make u guys so excited abt FREE movies(ooo i love saving FREE..)...didntcha momma told u tt there is No such Thing as FREE in this World!!...Gosh...hahahha *end of editing*